First Time Being... Normal (Random Roleplay)

Bright blue skies, green grassy fields with a few trees. Students walking by my window as I work on a school project being watched my every move. I would like to say that my life is ordinary, and ever since I was let out of the asylum it has been. But you see my father was a hi-fi criminal which is rape, murder, robbery, and torture. You could not even imagine the torture that my father put thousands of people through before being caught. My mother was an escape artist/criminal mastermind. She was put in an asylum herself because of her satanism. It did not happen all that fast though, the two met one time and my father just happened to fall in love with her. It was a sick and twisted love. My mother was stealthy and smart and my father was smart and sadistic. Both were murderers in their own way. After I was born they kept hidden for a while but were always on the move. They even taught me to kill by the age of three... it was sick. By six years of age I was killing for the sake of killing, murdered my own father. Soon after my mothers heart grew weak and the army caught up with her, she was put in an asylum until she was hung to death. As for me... I was just a child. They felt they could change me.. and after a few more murders in the sickest possible of ways and some much needed restraints. I was finally normal.. except. I have not spoken a single word yet.

It was very frightening for the students at Briggs Academy when a police escort brought me in the back of a van all in a straight jacket with chains and everything then letting me loose at the school. Even though I always have an escort around me the students are still uneasy. I am not allowed to be in the same room as the students unless I am at the back of the classroom. Although from multiple attempts from both teachers insisting that I not be allowed carry a weapon to school no one can seem to get my blade away from me, I won't tell why. I have been threatened, however one false move and I will be killed. So it has been like that for about a year now. No outside contact except for the few students who talk about me or tease me from a distance. I eat alone even though a few students have dared to invite me and my escort named Steven to sit with them. They invited me out of fear.. not friendliness. The only way I communicate with my teachers when asked a question, which everyone goes silent for, is by writing words down on a piece of paper in my notepad and writing with a pen.

I suppose that my life is alright now though. However pathetic it is, I cannot change my past and I wouldn't really want to change it either. If I did.. then what if I became someone worse? Although I'm not really happy... being alone like this. I suppose it could always be worse.

the sky's glistening with a shine winds blowing gently as if almost surreal My name is Higorashi sentoi the world knows little about me so let me tell you who I am
~Monologue~
i come from a long family of nobles and high preists but little does this school know my familys dark erie past my father has killed 20 of his wives but was never caught once he bribed the prison my mother was one of the many slaughterd I myself convicted of murder when i was 13 double homocide i killed both my father and his partner some would call me sadistic for ripping open his insides and pissing in his eye sockets but i call it redemption

I do not like it here all that much the only time i can use my hands is for bathroom privelages or school work locked in my room with a sniper positioned by

but i do not feel alone as it could be worse in the case of the boy in the window he is under high security and even i feel sympathy for this man what is it so horrible he has done to be so heavily guarded and why is it he cannnot speak to any of us

How pathetic i find it that self loathing children wish to mock him from a distance im more the certain he would kill them in a instance if they came to close what an interesting character i will have to remember to speak with him.

I could feel someone watching me as I continued to work on my project. It was a written project due to my inability to obtain tools needed to create anything. So I just had to write down everything I knew about a planet. Fairly simple. I had all the textbooks I needed. As for the eyes watching me.. they were a glowing red colour. My bet was that he had special eye surgery for the red mixed with contact lenses that had chemicals in them to glow. It was just a theory though. His eyes looked so sympathetic... but why?

"Leo back to your work. Pay no mind to Mr. Sentoi over there. He's one of the recrouping students from a terrible background. You don't need any reminders of that type of thing when you've managed to be good for the last four years." At that I had to put my head back down to my desk. But images of the white haired boy with the glowing red eyes roamed around in my head. Was it.. curiosity to what he did? Or simply curiosity to why he was watching me. Either way I was a mess and would probably never meet him.. or so I thought.

"Steven!" Another guard came in diarrea running down his pants.. he was vomitting too. Probably the beans from the cafeteria.. they were expired by at least a few months. "I need you to... Ugh.. look after Higorashi Sentoi for me.. emergency calls and I have no other replacements." He didn't wait for an answer, he just got up and left. Steven told me to get dressed so I clothed in dark blue pants, dark black muscle shirt, black short sleeved shirt, black socks, black soccer shoes, and a black leather belt. I also wore one silver ring on both my index and my ring finger, a knife holder with a busse battle mistress in it for my right leg, a medic pac around my waist which holds a long strand of seethrough silk in it, and a dark gray collar with a name tag that has my name on it.

We walked down a few corridors until Steven unlocked a dorm room.. more like a prison with the bars on the windows. It was.. eery sort of speak. There was Higorashi Sentoi, right in plain sight.

Today has been a long day i feel isolated everyone stares as if i am a monster. But perhaps i am i did slaughter my family and piss in his eye sockets it was deserving though john my security guard walked in
"Higorashi!" i will be right back do not move an inch i had some bad food and i need to find another guard

~Sigh's~how pathetic you prove the words brains over brawns to be more then just a saying.

Gah ill deal with that insult later ~Door slam's shut~ hmm how qauint the silence is almost as if i can hear voice's calling me rather imposing but at the same time amusing they call out things like~cut off his dick and shove it up his nostril~hah now that i think of it thats very amusing

But i suppose that since i have a new guard i should get dressed

~Quickly grabbing my belt made completely of bullets my Skull pattern skinny jeans and my sleeveless shirt my red over coat and my two full hands of skull rings my socks and my leather boots i sit an await my new guard

~Door slam's open quickly~there standing that man i saw in the window a very solumn and quaint expression on his face almost as if trying to analize me
"Higorashi":what the hell you staring at pin head

"Leo"uhmmm hehe:S

~Hmm leo seems almost intimidated how curious~

"Steven":you there higorashi come with me this second!

He was staring at me again with those same analysing eyes. Was he studying me for some reason? I didn't really want to know. He might have been considering me for his next victim of some sort or another. Steven called him out so I moved to the side to make room for him while Steven went in after him. It was interesting really, how Steven had at least a little bit of trust in him to not close the door.

"Alright Leo still has some work to do so you'd better play nice Higorashi." Steven was terrible, it was as if he enjoyed tempting psychos. That was what we were considered after all.. freaks of nature. We walked for a little while before Steven stopped at a water fountain and started taking a drink. My suspicion arouse at what would happen next.. sure I could be trusted, but could Higorashi?

Higorashi:What are you staring at!

"Thought"damn every time i turn my head that kid is trying to figure me out what is about me that interests him so much is it how i dress :S"

It seems every time i see this man he pulls back farther and farther as if trying to hide from the world what is in this kids past that makes his eyes so empty "Steven":Alright get the hell in there before i get secuirty

Higorashi:I will go but u really bring a new meaning to human redundancy how saddening you lack the penis size to make you happy so u take it out on others

"Steven":oh so u find that funny do u~goes to hit Higorashi with the stick~

Higorashi:Your stupidity amaze's me
~they couldnt believe there eyes Higorashi had caught the stick with his toes~

"Steven':huh wha how the hell did u do that i must be dulisional better lie down you to inside if i hear the slightest sound im going to seperate you two

I honestly do not think that i will be able to live here for many more years i dont know how leo feels but i must find a way out i plan to be good for now but i honestly do not know how leo would react to a loud bang or sudden movement this place is a hell filled with stuck up snobs and people who talk to me out of sympathy who needs them but i guess i could be much worse i could be back in prison.

I want out of here but does leo want the same?

~Sits solumly in a dark corner and waits~

It almost made Leo laugh when Higorashi made comments about Stevens size, he dared not laugh though because of how strict Steven could be. Leo nearly missed the toe trick before being shoved into a room with Higorashi. There was a deadly silence in the air now. Steven had left to do god knows what and Higorashi went into the corner and seemed deep in thought. Leo wondered how long it would take before the other guy started chatting to him only to realize that he would get either dead silence or a written response. For the meantime however, Leo was going to sit on the little bed up against the wall and do some more work.

Let's Move Time Foward!

After what seemed like a few hours Leo was done his work. He took out his silk and started folding it around his arms and legs. It was over full body length and it seemed to curve perfectly into place around Leo's body. He smiled, it had no meaning to him really. It was just something smooth and nice to look at. He may have seemed extremely feminine to Higorashi right now from the way he was laying in the bed playing with silk but it wasn't as if they were associating any anyways. How easy it would be to break out right now, one cut of his blade to the lock and an easy way out. But he had no reason to escape, no where to go.

Ahh finally time to organize my thoughts without john interfearing
wait huh? what the hell is he doing

~Glancing over i see him playing with this silk on the bed~

'Im so baffled what is it that intices him to play with silk so much he seems like a panzy but at the same time somthing curious strikes me about him how come it is he never says a word to anyone what can that silk mean to him"

~thought~well might aswell get some work done drawing a little pocket knife from the back of my slevee i started to carve my symbols into my arm

Higorashi:What do u see somthing wrong with what im doing?? come on speak up? why is it your so silent would u like to explain??

Higorashi:nevermind your wasting my time ~sighs~

Its a lie hes not wasting my time he is baffling me and i cannot figure out why what is it about this man that makes me want to talk to him what trait does he have that others dont i just cant pin it but i must find out more about him but how can i trust another human being after my father no i wont i refuse.

~thought~gah what is this the voice it echos in my head again telling me i must flee this place and to get leo to accompany me! what is it about this man~

Higorashi:If i told u i wish to escape this wretched place would u speak?

He was looking at me once again. I chose to ignore it this time until he took a knife out of his sleeve and started cutting at his flesh. I hadn't even realized that he was cutting symbols into it until he caught me off guard and yelled at me for staring. I was completely caught off guard by it but he said don't bother answering, not that I would anyways.

He then directed a question to me again. Higorashi asked me if I would speak if he told me he wanted to escape this wretched place. Big words, but why ask me. Why would someone else wanting to leave this place affect me in the least. I wouldn't give in and speak to him though, my speech was reserved for someone special. Not someone I just met and who cut symbols into their arms. I took out my notepad and wrote down. Do whatever you want. I don't care. Again, why would he stop and ask me questions like that? If he managed to get a knife here then he was capable of escaping.

Higorashi:~anger~Do whatever i want hmmm well let me tell you this much i sit here and i watch u solumnly mocked by others whom dont understand you just as they do me and i cant sit here and watch u suffer the way i do every single day u leave me choice but to say either u will accompany of your free will or i will have to carry you out if not for your own sake

~Thought~now how is it i will escape aha i think i will pick the lock with my knife while the guard is still resting and tie up the guard then we will escape i cannot watch him sit here like a prisoner in his own body seeing as how i care for no one this is a rare ocassion and im not going to just let it pass its not that i care for his life more so that i care for the person left inside hollowed inside an empty shell.

Will you come? ~monologue~ i ask again.
or will you be taken by force

Higorashi seemed to dislike my response. I could tell from the anger in his voice. What he said surprised me more than a little bit though. He had been watching me for a long time, watching me being repeatedly mocked by hurtful words. It wasn't as if I was being beaten though. Higorashi then threatened to take me away from this place, by force if necessary.

I started to take out my notepad again and started scribbling words down as he asked me again. I wrote down What am I to you that you are so desperate to take me with you? If he could not answer that then I would refuse to go with him. Then again depending on his answer I would refuse.

I feel this utter connection to you and my lost past see i have lost all of my past memorys leo and yet u seem to be in my memory i just havent dsitinguished what though i feel as if you are the link to my lost life and also to me u are a soul a like mine one i could trust look im not saying i know whom u are or what you have been through but im saying put aside the sad cloak u hide yourself behind because it is rather tiring i wish to help u and if that is not enough for you that is fine i am a very impatient man leo i didnt go where i was for picking daisy's i am not cheerful in any way but im a whole lot better then these people

If you wish to refuse so be it

He felt a connection to me? Oh I get it now, I must remind him of somebody he knew or look like someone he knew or something like that. It was strange that he was saying that he could trust me. He doesn't even know me except for what he learned from watching me through the window, which doesn't tell you a hell of a lot. I couldn't understand what Higorashi meant about being better then these people, these people here fed me and let me do basically what I wanted to within some boundaries. But I had no desire to do anything anyways.

I'm going to stay here then. I don't know you, I'm sorry. I wrote those words on my notepad then held it up for Higorashi to read. Going with someone I just met to recover memories that he might not even want to reclaim once he got them was not only dangerous on my behalf, but very stupid.

~Action~Eyes slowly start to brighten to a blood red ~A red ominous aura slowly starts to egulph around my body~Demonic voice~That wasnt a question!!!! you must see from these people's apperances there is something out of qoue if u are so dense to not understand where u truely are u have been decieved very well

this academy is not real this part of the academy is where they first calm criminals then send them to become the souless workers of the society slaves until death.

I feel no remorse for doing this
~grabs arms and pulls him on to his back and bursts out the window


Not feeling so intelligent now are you From this point on i shall stop being nice and start being harsh this is a land unlike your own and lurking inside you is a power u may not have relized yet.

I would have written down that being a slave to society wouldn't be that bad. I could live the rest of my life atoning for my sins... it would have been better then doing nothing at all after all. Being a slave is nothing compared to the terrible things I did to people.. but Higorashi wouldn't know that. Nor would he know since I had no reason to write it down, nor would I talk to him.

He had picked me up suddenly after a red aura type of thing appeared around him and his voice came out demonic telling me it wasn't a question. He knew my powers already.. or that I had power.. despite what it was that he was thinking. I wasn't going to allow him to make my choices in life.

The silk that was on me started to move up from my legs and up my arms sliding itself onto Higorashi's body in between his hands and my body slowly seperating us both from each other. Then it pushed with all its might and I was freed from Higorashi's grasp. I stood there as the silk slid off of him and returned to me. I wasn't going to go anywhere I didn't want to. I just sat there in the darkness staring at Higorashi with determination in my eyes.

Leo we are outside now and that is all i wanted from here on out the choice is yours u can either journey with me or journey alone by the way if i wanted to your silk wouldn't work a second time the choice is here from here on out i refuse to force u but so u know deaths are a ment thing if u killed someone they were ment to die and that is how it was willed.

~Turning from leo and walking on-wards.
seeing if he follow's

What did Leo care if his silk worked a second time or not. It was not as if he tried to make it over or anything, it was quite independent, however it did only act to Leo's will. Then it was lifeless once again. Leo wouldn't even bother trying to write out that his feelings on the words 'they were meant to die'. Only real words would surffice and he had no plans on speaking to him. He would go back to the school, and atone for his sins.. just patiently waiting in his room. He would be able to join the rest of world if he kept up the good behaviour. Soon he would be.. Normal.

Suite yourself leo~walks away slowly fading into nothing but a see through vision then dispersing in a cloud of smoke~

and so the seperate journeys begin